Long time since i updated journal.... yeah , i am still not back with camera ... it is still lying on the shelf ...

i was at home for 12 days in August ... it was relaxing and refreshing ... came back and started immediately with my thesis.... so basically i am left with no time during the day ... from 7 to 7 i am in office ... and after coming back , i just prefer to cook, eat and sleep

went to Italy to meet few friends in the first week of September ... went to small town called varano de melegari , near Parma .... fell in love with the place and landscapes ...

on my back to germany , had a call from a friend from India which left me shattered ... one of our common friend expired in a tragic accident .... I was not in contact with the person but i worked with him for 1 year in a team and he was really hard working and nice guy ....even the god makes mistakes sometimes, i guess.

back to busy office life.... winter is coming , hope to pick up my camera soon ...

tchao tchao

The day finally came. yesterday evening my pet 'Sandy' left us all and quietly moved away from this world.

I feel bad and sad that i was not able to see her for the last time . It was just matter of few days , i was going home this month end and could have seen her for last time. But she couldnt wait .

She lived full and healthy life of 15 years (i think its good for Labs) .

yes i am going home ... almost after 1 year ... all these months i have heard voices of my parents and friends....... now finally soon i will be with them .... good times ahead ....

But it will very short trip , only 2 weeks ...then i will be starting my work from 10th august ...and before going home, i have to give exams , submit assignments, reports, give presentations ... i have to find new room to live in for next 6 months ... mein gott ! ... so much to do ...

The loss of interest in clicking still continues ... it has been 2 months or more i guess that i have clicked for ideas ... infact i am having second thoughts of closing down this account ... i have been stuck on 99 deviation for over 3 months or so .... seems to be a strong jinx for me ... may be winters will arrive and i will click again ...

interesting incidents in this country continue to happen .... i have made many more friends ... at least i think so ... went for couple of grilling parties in forest ... summer is always better ... i have started feeling nostalgic ... i think i will visit home at july end, but it will be only 2 weeks or so ...

well the title of this entry means something totally different ... a window and a door leads me to my dirty balcony ... it is not so dirty , only empty bottles and stuff ... a blues mouse connected to my notebook .... and there 15 apple stickers on my refrigerator...

oh i am stuck by the song "irgendwas das bleibt" , i keep listening to it again and again ....

on the other side , i have been dormant to dA ... i lost passion for clicking ... obviously not forever ...may be i will get ideas and motivation to click and submit ... but as of now , dont expect anything ...

No , i am not depressed or down ... i am perfectly normal , and its just that i have been little more serious about my primary priorities than my hobbies ...

I know , the title of this entry does not match with the text ....

later ...